The Good Life

Our lives have changed so much over the past few months and I can't begin to put what God has done in us into words! We have had to cling to Him like never before. I have truly learned the meaning of praying without ceasing. I understand more what it means that He is the Bread of Life. I hunger and thirst for Him more than ever and lean on Him to guide my every moment and every day. I am currently reading through John and learning what it means to be "a disciple whom the Lord loves". Oh how good it is to bask in His love, promises and truths. I have let the enemy still my joy too many times. What He gives is Abundant Life Y'all! So with that splurge- here are some pictures of a beautiful town we got to visit this past week- Novi Sad, Serbia. It is SO BEAUTIFUL!! It was so good for us country folk to get out of the concrete jungle for a day and enjoy some refreshing, beautiful nature and a quaint city!

  "And God saw everything that He had made, and behold, it was very good." Genesis 1:31
Love to you all!

Expat Living

Many times I wonder- why in the world are we doing this? Why do I seem to choose the hardest avenues to pursue in life? We are not qualified for this, we are not good at this, and this life is hard. In America, we could work in jobs and feel accomplished in our family, our life, and our ministry. Here, we are like 2 years olds who have to depend on everyone else and especially on God and can't really accomplish anything.

                                      Our walk by the Danube River

My dad asked me the other day- “So what do y’all do all day?” When I actually thought about it, it didn’t sound like much. Well, it takes us at least half a day to make a grocery shopping trip, because we have to make our list, walk to the store down and up 4 sets of stairs to the other side of the highway, search the store to see if they even have what is on our list, pull out our phones to use google translate to search the Serbian words to determine what types of food we are looking at or how to order kilos of meat plus use our kilos/lb conversion app to see how much we actually want, look at prices and convert in our heads every price of dinars into dollars to see if we want to purchase the item, check out, then make the trek back to our home carrying the groceries up and down the stairs, then go to a green market to buy produce, and then do it all again a few days later because we can only purchase what we can carry and the foods do not have preservatives (good thing!) but requires that we shop every few days. Every normal every day task seems this huge when trying to accomplish it in another country, from washing clothes to purchasing a pencil. Many times I feel like a burden to others and so needy and accomplishments=0.

                                       Shopping at the Flea Market

                                             Laundry in Serbia

I am also daily overwhelmed with the burden of darkness that surrounds me, with feeling like the only Chrst people will see is in me, with the responsibility of knowing that the only Jsus my kids are going to see and learn is in me, with learning an extremely difficult language, ect. the list goes on… but I feel all the pressure is on me. I can’t take my kids to Awana club or Sunday School and have others pour into them, it has to come from me. I can’t surround my kids with g0dly influences because they aren’t here, it has to come from me. I can’t slack on my job or people will not hear the Good News, it has to come from me.

                                              Our Cubbie group

Then I am reminded that I am but dust and this life definitely proves that I am dust, but that G0d is the One that does the work. It is refreshing to be reminded that we can’t. We can’t do anything on our own power. In America, I often forgot this and tried to do things on my own power and abilities. We need more than ourselves, we need something/Someone bigger. It can’t come from me and never will it be able to come from me. I am not enough and I do not have the strength to be enough.

G0d knew this from the beginning of time. He knew that we couldn’t. We couldn’t give enough, we couldn’t be kind enough, we couldn’t obey enough, we couldn’t love enough.  He knew we would never be enough. I am so grateful He came to earth to give us Himself and to accomplish that which we could not and never would be able to. I am grateful for the reminder of our desperate need for Jsus! Whatever place you find yourself in where you are not enough- cling to the One who Is the I AM and know that He is enough.